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The Vanishing at Camp Valka

Table of Contents

  • Chapter 1: The Ledger of Displaced Souls
  • Chapter 2: Barrack Fourteen
  • Chapter 3: Smudged Ink and Pine Needles
  • Chapter 4: The Census of the Forgotten
  • Chapter 5: The Whispering Perimeter
  • Chapter 6: Stamped in Absentia
  • Chapter 7: Rations for One Less
  • Chapter 8: Moss on the Typewriter
  • Chapter 9: The Hollow in the Birch
  • Chapter 10: The Man Without a Dossier
  • Chapter 11: The Midnight Roll Call
  • Chapter 12: What the Bark Remembers
  • Chapter 13: Red Tape and Rotten Roots
  • Chapter 14: The Soil's Bureaucracy
  • Chapter 15: Footprints Ending in Ash
  • Chapter 16: The Clerk's Omission
  • Chapter 17: Offerings on Carbon Paper
  • Chapter 18: The Scent of Fen and Iron
  • Chapter 19: A Name Struck Through
  • Chapter 20: The Forest Between the Wires
  • Chapter 21: Voices from the Understory
  • Chapter 22: The Filing Cabinet of Bones
  • Chapter 23: The Great Unraveling
  • Chapter 24: The Night of White Linen
  • Chapter 25: Reclaimed by the Grove
  • Chapter 26: The Final Clearance

CHAPTER ONE: The Ledger of Displaced Souls

The black ink issued by the International Refugee Organization did not dry quickly in the damp climate of northern Bavaria, especially not in late October when the fog rose off the Regnitz and sat like wet wool over the pine barracks.

Arvīds Gailītis blew gently across the ruled lines of Form DP-2, watching the pale blue paper cockle under his breath. The man sitting across the trestle table had three fingers missing from his left hand and smelled intensely of boiled cabbage and wet boots, an odor so ubiquitous throughout Camp Valka that Arvīds occasionally wondered if it was piped in through the ventilation gaps beneath the eaves.

"Spell the village again," Arvīds said, his nib poised half an inch above column six, Place of Last Habitual Residence.

"Jaunpils," the man said. He spoke Russian with the thick, rounded vowels of someone born south of Jelgava, though his papers claimed he was an ethnic Latvian who had never crossed the Daugava before the summer of forty-four. "Two leagues south of the manor house. If the house is still standing, which it isn't. The tanks used the orchard for turning around."

"I do not need the tanks, Mister Kalniņš. The British resettlement team does not care about the tanks. They want to know the administrative district as it existed in nineteen thirty-eight."

"Nineteen thirty-eight," the man spat onto the sawdust floor, though without much heat. It was too cold in the registration shed for real anger; energy had to be conserved for the walk back to the stove in Block Seven. "In nineteen thirty-eight I was thirty years old and I had twelve dairy cows and a cider press. Write down 'Tukums District.' That will satisfy the Englishmen."

Arvīds wrote Tukums in his immaculate, spidery script, the hand of a former clerk from the Ministry of Agriculture in Riga. He had spent eight years recording rye yields and drainage subsidies before the world fell apart, and the habit of treating human beings as slightly more troublesome forms of livestock had proved remarkably durable. A dairy farmer from Jaunpils was simply an entry that required two identity photographs, a tuberculosis clearance stamp from the French medical officer, and a clean card from the screening committee verifying he had never worn runes on his collar or red stars on his cap.

The rubber stamp descended with a dull, hollow thump that rattled the inkwell.

"Card one-one-eight-four," Arvīds said, sliding the pink slip across the wood. "Show this at the kitchen wicket for the evening ration. If you lose it, you don't eat until Tuesday, because Tuesday is the only day the requisition forms are collected by the courier from Nuremberg."

Kalniņš took the pink slip, examined it as if it might turn into an apple, tucked it beneath his woolen waistcoat, and shuffled toward the door. As the timber latch clicked shut, the wind came through the gap, bringing the sharp, resinous smell of the surrounding forest.

Camp Valka sat in a notch carved out of the Reichswald, three miles outside the medieval walls of Nuremberg. The Americans had chosen the spot because the barracks were already there—long, low timber huts built to house the forced laborers who had laid the granite slabs for the Zeppelin Field before the war ended the parades. When the laborers went home, or into mass graves, the Baltic peoples had been poured into the empty space: Latvians, Lithuanians, and Estonians who had fled west before the Red Army, carrying silver spoons wrapped in linen, Lutheran hymnals, and memories of seaside summers in Jurmala that became more golden and implausible with every passing winter.

Arvīds reached for the next dossier in the wire basket. There were ninety-four left in this batch alone. Outside, through the grease-filmed window, the pines stood tall, straight, and impossibly dense, their lower trunks tangled with black brambles and gray lichen. The Germans called the forest the Reichswald, but to Arvīds it looked neither German nor imperial; it looked like the deep woods behind his grandfather's farm near Madona, where the snow stayed until May and the old women still left curds on flat stones near the hazel thickets to keep the house-spirits from curdling the milk.

He dipped his steel nib into the well. The ink was iron gall, thick and purple-black.

"Next," he called out, not looking up.

The bench outside the partition scraped against the floorboards. A woman entered, small and wrapped in a man’s heavy overcoat with the military buttons cut away and replaced by wire twists. She sat down without being asked and placed her hands flat on the scarred wood. Her knuckles were red from washing clothes in the communal troughs behind the washhouses.

"Name," Arvīds murmured, his pen poised.

"Zenta," she said.

"Family name?"

"Bērziņa."

Arvīds flipped open the master ledger—a enormous volume bound in gray buckram, supplied by the United Nations Relief and Rehabilitation Administration back when they were still running the camp, before the IRO took over and renamed all the forms. The pages were eighteen inches broad, divided into thirty-two columns that tracked a human soul from arrival to emigration, repatriation, or decease.

He ran his index finger down the B column on page two hundred and twelve.

"Bērziņa, Zenta," he read. "Born nineteen twelve, Cēsis. Arrived Valka September nineteen forty-six. Barrack Twelve, Room Three. Dependent daughter, Ilga, born nineteen forty-one."

He looked up over the rims of his nickel-plated spectacles. The woman was staring not at him, but at the window, where the pine branches were scraping rhythmically against the corrugated tar-paper of the eaves. Scratch. Scratch. Thump.

"The child is not listed for the winter distribution," Arvīds said, tapping the column with the brass ferrule of his pen. "You were supposed to bring her to the dispensary on Thursday for the weight check. The Canadian immigration officer refuses to look at families where the children are under eighty percent of standard weight. They think it means rickets. If they think it's rickets, you stay in Valka until the spring, and by spring the lumber quotas for Ontario will be filled."

The woman said nothing. She reached into the pocket of her coat and pulled out an object, laying it gently beside the inkwell.

It was not a ration card, nor was it a baptismal certificate or a letter from the Lutheran pastor in Augsburg. It was a strip of peeled birch bark, about the length of a finger, curled tightly at both ends like a dry scroll. Bound around its middle was a three-inch strand of coarse hair—horsehair, or perhaps human, dyed or stained the color of dried liver.

"What is this?" Arvīds asked, his tone dry and professional, the tone he had used when peasants brought him incorrect parcel maps in nineteen thirty-six.

"From her bunk," Zenta said. Her voice was flat, dry as winter reeds. "Under the straw. She isn't there, Gailītis."

"Children wander. The woods are fenced, but the wire behind the washhouse has been down since the storm three weeks ago. Tell the camp police. Tell Sergeant Dambis. He has three men who do nothing all day but smoke American cigarettes and play zole in the guardhouse. They will drag her out of the sawdust pile behind the boiler."

"She isn't in the sawdust," the woman said. She didn't look at the birch bark; she looked at his pen. "The bed was made this morning. The blanket was folded into four parts, the way the Germans taught them. But the straw underneath... it wasn't pressed down. It was fresh. It smelled like green moss, Gailītis. Not dry straw. Green."

Arvīds sighed. He had heard twelve variations of this since the first frost. In forty-eight, a Lithuanian family in Block Three had claimed their grandmother had dissolved into grease on the floorboards; it turned out she had simply walked to the railway siding at Fischbach and boarded a cattle train heading toward Munich, looking for her sister. Displaced persons were prone to hysterics; the doctors called it camp neurosis and prescribed cod liver oil and work details.

"I cannot mark her as absent without a certificate from the camp commandant," Arvīds said. "If I mark her absent, her bread allocation ceases tomorrow at noon. Do you want her bread allocation to cease?"

"There is no one to eat the bread," Zenta said.

"You can trade it for lard. Don't be foolish, Bērziņa. A girl of nine does not disappear into thin air. Take your slip and go to the administration hut."

The woman reached out. Her fingers were surprisingly quick. Instead of taking the pink voucher he had half-filled, she touched the master ledger. Her fingernail, cracked and stained with vegetable dye, drew a short, sharp line across the entry: Bērziņa, Ilga. Age 9.

"Look," she whispered.

Arvīds frowned and pulled the heavy book closer to his chest.

The ink on the page—iron gall, mixed three weeks ago in a gallon jug and guaranteed permanent by the stationery office in Bad Kissingen—was wrong. The name Ilga had not run; it had not smeared. It had simply ceased to be black. The letters had taken on a pale, greenish-yellow tint, precisely the shade of dried lichen that grew on the north side of the camp latrines. Even as he watched, the crossbar of the t in her mother's name seemed to thin, like a spider's silk drawn out until it snapped.

Arvīds dipped his pen, touched the nib to the paper to trace over the fading letter, but the steel point merely skated over the surface. The sizing in the paper seemed to have vanished; the wood pulp had turned soft, spongy, like punk-wood taken from the heart of a rotted willow.

"The moisture in this hut is intolerable," Arvīds muttered, his heart giving an uncharacteristic, uneven flutter against his ribs. "The roof is leaking again. I told Captain Miller that if we don't get two rolls of roofing felt before November, the entire registry will be pulp."

"It isn't the roof," Zenta said. She picked up the little roll of birch bark, turned it over once in her palm, and left it on the table. "She didn't take her shoes. The red ones her uncle made from the army gaiters. They're still under the iron leg of the bed. But when I picked them up, there were roots growing through the eyelets. Hair-roots. Like from a birch."

She stood up. She did not take the pink slip. She walked out of the registration hut, leaving the door unlatched so that the wind blew it wide, slamming the timber frame against the pine siding with a sound like a pistol shot.

Arvīds rose, his knees cracking in the cold, and shut the door. He turned the iron hook in its eye. The wind outside seemed to be rising, coming down from the low hills to the northeast where the stone ruins of the old hunting lodges lay buried under forty years of spruce growth.

He sat down again at the desk, took out a clean linen rag from his briefcase, and wiped his spectacles.

The room was very quiet now, save for the hiss of the small cast-iron stove in the corner, which was burning brown coal briquettes that smelled of sulfur and dead swamps. On the table, the strip of birch bark sat beside his bottle of Pelikan ink.

Without meaning to, Arvīds reached out and picked it up.

It was dry, but it did not feel dead. It felt cool, smooth, and slightly oily, the way the skin on the inside of a woman’s wrist felt. The hair wrapped around it was not hair at all; as he held it up to the gray light from the window, he saw the minute, regular nodes of a dried water-grass, the kind that grew in the bogs near Lake Lubāns, three hundred leagues behind the iron curtain, where no one had set foot since the front rolled through in the autumn of forty-four.

He took his penknife from his waistcoat pocket, intending to slit the grass knot and see what was rolled inside the bark. But as the point of the blade touched the plant fiber, he heard a sound from the ledger.

It was a faint, distinct click, like the sound of a dry seed pod bursting in the sun.

Arvīds looked down.

On page two hundred and twelve, where the line for Ilga Bērziņa had been, the paper was smooth and white. Not erased—there were no rubber crumbs, no scrape marks from an ink-eraser's blade. The blue horizontal rules were intact, straight and neat, but between the fourth and fifth line, where a nine-year-old girl had been recorded as possessing one coat, two pairs of stockings, and a scar on her left knee from a fall from a haycart, there was only the empty space of the ledger, waiting for an entry that had never been made.

He stared at the page for a full minute, his spectacles slipping down the bridge of his nose.

He was fifty-one years old. He had survived the tsarist schoolmasters, the Bolsheviks of nineteen nineteen, the Ulmanis coup, the first Soviet year, the German occupation, and the flight across the Baltic Sea in an open fishing boat that took on water until they had to bail with their boots. In all that time, he had learned that the only thing that stood between a human being and the common ditch was a sheet of paper with an official seal at the bottom. Without paper, you were not an exile; you were not even a prisoner. You were simply meat that had not yet begun to rot.

He picked up the pen again, dipped it deep, and placed the point firmly on the blank space.

B-ē-r-z-i-n-a, he wrote.

The ink came out in a fat, glossy bead. For two seconds, it held the shape of the letters. Then, with a slow, sickening creep, the purple-black fluid did not soak into the fibers—it pulled away from them, beading up like water on an oily leaf, until the name contracted into three distinct, round droplets. They quivered for an instant on the surface of the paper, then rolled down the slant of the desk and dropped into the sawdust by his shoes.

Where they hit the floor, there was no sound, but the sawdust seemed to shift slightly, as if something small and blind were burrowing underneath.

Arvīds Gailītis did not call for the next displaced person.

Instead, he took his penknife and very carefully carved a tiny notch into the cedar casing of his pencil—one notch, half an inch below the lead. It was a habit from the Ministry; when a barrel of salted herring went missing between the dock at Liepāja and the depot at Jelgava, you didn't shout. You marked the variance in the margin until the auditor arrived.

He closed the gray buckram ledger with a heavy, leathery slap, blew out the single kerosene lamp that hung above the table, and sat in the gathering dusk, listening to the spruce trees behind the wall lean toward the roof.


CHAPTER TWO: Barrack Fourteen

The mud between the administration hut and the residential lines was not ordinary German mud. It had been kneaded by three armies, five relief agencies, and the ceaseless, shuffling tread of four thousand people who had nowhere to go and twelve hours of daylight in which to go there. By five in the afternoon, it was freezing into jagged, iron-hard ridges that caught the heels of Arvīds Gailītis’s galoshes.

He carried the master ledger tucked high under his arm, wrapped in a square of black oilcloth he had salvaged from an abandoned German staff car in forty-five. Under his other arm he carried his briefcase, its brass latches corroded green by the persistent Bavarian damp.

Camp Valka had been planned with the rigid, geometric clarity that military men apply to everything from artillery barrages to cabbage patches, but the inhabitants had long since warped the grid. Paths had been beaten diagonally across the frosted ditches. Lean-tos made of tarred felt and crate slats leaned precariously against the standardized timber walls, smelling of boot grease, illicit stills, and drying chicory root.

Arvīds walked past Barrack Eight, where the Estonians lived in taciturn isolation, their stove-pipes coughing pale, sweetish woodsmoke into the twilight. Past Barrack Eleven, where a group of former legionnaires with frost-scarred cheeks were butchering a dead hare on an upturned ammunition crate, their skinning knives working with the silent, rhythmic efficiency of men who had dressed horses on the retreat from the Volkhov pocket. They nodded to Arvīds as he passed; a registration clerk was not an officer, but he was the man who typed the lists for the American dental inspections, which made him worth an inclination of the chin.

He did not turn left toward his own quarters in Barrack Four, where he shared a ten-by-twelve partition with an elderly school inspector who spent his evenings cataloging Latvian grammatical errors in the camp newspaper. Instead, he kept straight, walking toward the southern perimeter where the ground sloped downward toward the dead drainage ditches and the outer wire.

Barrack Fourteen did not properly belong to the original layout. It had been run up in forty-seven, during the chaotic month when the transit camps in the British zone had dumped twelve hundred "unscreened Balts" onto Nuremberg without rations, blankets, or straw. It sat twenty yards closer to the spruce line than any other structure, resting on creosoted timber pilings that were slowly sinking into the black, fenny soil of what had once been an alder swamp.

The windows of Barrack Fourteen were small, square, and mostly opaque, patched with squares of yellowed cellophane from American lard tins. A single stove-pipe stuck through the roof at an insolent angle, cold and bird-pecked, emitting not smoke but an occasional wisp of wet, dead air.

Arvīds climbed the three unplaned pine steps, which groaned beneath his weight, and pushed the unpainted plank door. It was swollen with humidity and resisted until he leaned his shoulder against the latch.

The smell inside hit him before the warmth—or rather, the lack of it. It smelled of cold tallow, wet wool that had dried too slowly over an insufficient fire, and something else, something resinous and ancient, like the root-cellars his grandmother kept beneath the barn at Madona, where potatoes wintered in beds of dry bog-moss.

The corridor was narrow, divided into tiny compartments by head-high partitions of ungrooved crate-wood. From behind one partition came the low, monotonous murmur of an old woman reciting the Lutheran litany for the sick; from another, the dry click-clack of bone buttons being sorted into a tin.

Arvīds walked down the center runner of damp sawdust to Cubicle Six.

There was no door, only a curtain fashioned from a gray army blanket suspended from a length of telephone wire. He drew the wool aside.

"Sergeant Dambis," Arvīds said.

A man was sitting on the edge of an iron cot, his stockinged feet resting on a flat, gray fieldstone that had been dragged in from the woods to serve as a hearth-step. Kārlis Dambis was forty-eight years old, with the broad, flat face of a Semigallian horse-trader and two fingers of his right hand permanently curled into a hook from a piece of shrapnel taken outside Demyansk. He wore the blue dyed tunic of the camp auxiliary police, stripped of all insignias except for a small brass button depicting the three stars of the pre-war Latvian republic.

Dambis was carefully scraping the heel of a loaf of rye bread with an Opinel knife, removing a crust of bluish mold.

"The clerk," Dambis said without looking up. He blew the gray shavings of mold off the bread onto the floorboards. "If you’re here about the wood-chopping detail behind the motor pool, tell the Americans their axes have no temper. Two men broke their handles before noon. German steel from forty-four. It shatters if you look at it hard."

"I am not here about the wood-chopping," Arvīds said. He set his oilcloth-wrapped ledger on the small pine table, next to an empty jar that smelled of caraway spirits. "I am here about the girl."

Dambis’s knife paused. The steel blade caught the dull gleam of the grease-lamp hanging from the joist above.

"Zenta’s girl," the sergeant said.

"You know?"

"Of course I know. I have twelve huts to watch, Gailītis, and three men whose only qualification for the police is that they are too crippled to be taken for the Welsh coal mines. A girl goes missing, the mother comes to me before she goes to your high-and-mighty office."

"Then why wasn't it reported to the American provost?" Arvīds pulled out the three-legged milking stool from beneath the table and sat down, his knees nearly touching Dambis’s cot. "Miller was in his office until four. He was signing off on the lard allocations. If a child wanders beyond the wire, the Americans put three jeeps with searchlights on the perimeter road. They have dogs from the kennel at Fürth."

Dambis gave a short, dry bark of laughter that ended in a cough. He reached into his tunic pocket, produced a bent German cigarette with the paper split along the seam, and licked it closed with methodical patience.

"Dogs," Dambis said. "You want to bring the American dogs into the Reichswald? Gailītis, you have spent too many years behind a desk with an inkwell between your shins. The dogs would sit on their tails and howl until their handlers kicked them to death. They won't go forty paces past the ditch."

"Nonsense," Arvīds said, adjusting his spectacles. "They are trained Alsatians. Miller uses them to hunt roe deer on Sundays."

"The deer are German," Dambis said, striking a sulfur match with his thumbnail. The flame illuminated his gray stubble and the pale white scar that ran from the corner of his left eye down into his collar. "The deer run where they're told. The dogs know what they're smelling when it’s a German deer or an escaped Polish smuggler. But whatever came out of the scrub behind Barrack Fourteen last night didn't smell like meat."

Arvīds felt the cold from the floorboards seeping through the thin soles of his boots. The little cast-iron stove in the corner of the cubicle was cold; the iron door hung open, showing a handful of dry pine cones that had not even been lit.

"What do you mean, came out of the scrub?"

Dambis blew a thin stream of smoke toward the joists. "I was on the circuit at three this morning. The frost had just set in. The mud was skinning over. I had my flashlight—the big square one with the dry battery from the motor pool. Behind Fourteen, right where the ditch drains into the alder bottom, the wire was slack. Not cut. You know how the Germans hung it: three strands of four-point wire on concrete posts. The top strand was drawn down to the dirt. Like someone had set a heavy boot on it and held it there."

"A tree fell," Arvīds suggested, though his own voice sounded unconvincing to his ears.

"No tree. The wire was bare. And inside the wire, Gailītis... there were no tracks going out. There were tracks coming in."

Dambis reached down beside his cot and picked up an object that had been resting on a piece of newspaper. He laid it on the oilcloth between them.

It was an old winter mitten, knitted from rough, unbleached gray wool with a border of dark red embroidery—the zigzag māras zīme, the old sign of the earth-mother that every peasant girl from Vidzeme learned to turn on four needles before she was seven years old. The thumb was torn away, and the wool was stiff, caked not with the black muck of the camp ditches, but with pale, dry turf that crumbled into gray dust at the slightest touch.

"The girl’s?" Arvīds asked.

"Found it caught on the bottom barb," Dambis said. "Not on the camp side. On the forest side. Caught from the outside, as if someone had reached through to pick something up."

Arvīds picked up the mitten. It felt remarkably heavy, far heavier than wet yarn had any right to be. When he tipped it downward, something slid out of the wrist and fell onto the table with a sharp, dry tink.

It was an acorn. But it was not an oak acorn such as grew in the low woods along the Regnitz. It was long, narrow, and dark, almost black, with a cap that seemed to have been carved or notched with small, regular crosses around the rim. And through the pointed tip of the nut, a delicate, pale shoot had already emerged—not green, but white as a blind fish, curled into an intricate spiral like a tiny ram's horn.

"The trees don't drop acorns in late October," Arvīds murmured. "The frost killed the mast three weeks ago."

"In the Reichswald, maybe," Dambis said, leaning his elbows on his knees, his cigarette glowing cherry-red in the gloom. "Do you know what this place was before the Germans built the labor barracks, Arvīds?"

"A forest reserve. The municipal woods of Nuremberg."

"Before that. Two hundred years before that."

"I am an agronomist, Dambis, not an antiquarian."

"The old woman in Room Nine—the one from Alūksne whose brothers were foresters—she knows," Dambis muttered. "She says the forest here isn't German at all. The soil belongs to the old ones. The ones who were here before the Margraves came with the cross and the iron plow. She says when the Germans cleared the timber for their parade grounds, they cut down the boundary stones that kept the ditches closed."

"Superstition," Arvīds said, though he didn't put down the mitten. "Camp rot. We are all living on dried beans and sour bread, and after four years of it our brains are softening. It’s what the British doctors call displaced person syndrome. We see our own villages in every clump of birch trees because we know we will never see the real ones again."

Dambis turned his head and looked directly at Arvīds. His eyes were small, watery, and yellowed around the pupils, the eyes of an old infantryman who had seen entire companies vanish into the swamp-holes of the Kurland pocket without leaving so much as a canteen behind.

"Open your book, clerk," Dambis said softly.

Arvīds hesitated. The master ledger lay between them, heavy and solemn under its black oilcloth covering, like an unbaptized infant.

"Open it," the sergeant repeated. "Show me the child's number."

Arvīds pulled back the oilcloth. The buckram binding was cold to the touch, cold as a slate tombstone in November. He opened the brass hasps and turned the leaves, their heavy linen-rag pages whispering against each other: szzt, szzt, szzt.

He stopped at page two hundred and twelve.

He had expected the blank line. He had braced himself for the clean, empty white channel where Ilga Bērziņa’s nine years of life had been recorded between nine this morning and three this afternoon.

The space was not blank.

Arvīds adjusted his spectacles, his fingers trembling slightly as he pressed the bridge against his nose.

The space between the rules was filled, but not with ink. A line of fine, reddish-brown lichen had taken root in the fiber of the paper, growing in low, velvety tufts that perfectly mimicked the shapes of printed letters. The growth did not spell Ilga Bērziņa. It did not spell any name in the Latvian tongue, nor in German, nor in English.

It was a sequence of angular, broken runes—not the clean, sharp symbols the Germans had painted on their armored vehicles, but the older, shambling marks that old women in the Latgale marshes carved into the lintels of their cattle-byres to keep the lietuvēns, the suffocating spirit of the night, from strangling the heifers in their stalls.

"What does it say?" Dambis asked, leaning over the page. His breath smelled of stale tobacco and bread crusts.

"It doesn't say anything," Arvīds whispered. His finger hovered half an inch above the velvet-red moss. He could smell it now—the faint, sickeningly sweet odor of leaf-mold and cold, stagnant water. "It isn't writing. It’s an infestation. The damp in the administration hut is past all endurance. The paper was stored in the old salt warehouse at Fürth before the IRO requisitioned it; it’s full of spores."

"You're a liar, Gailītis," Dambis said, not unkindly. "You were a liar when you told the resettlement officer you were a schoolmaster instead of an agronomist, and you're a liar now. Look at the line above it."

Arvīds looked.

Above the moss-runes sat the entry for Bērziņa, Zenta. Mother. Born 1912.

The ink of the mother's name was still black, but it was no longer iron gall. It looked dull, charcoal-colored, like the soot left behind by a kerosene wick. And where the line recorded her occupation—Laundress—the tail of the L had begun to crook downward, extending toward the moss below, turning into a fine, hair-like root that penetrated the printed border of the column.

"Her ration card was cancelled this afternoon," Arvīds said, his voice cracking. He reached into his pocket and took out his penknife, scraping with the flat of the blade at the tiny red tufts.

The moss did not scrape away. When the steel touched it, the paper underneath yielded with a soft, spongy resistance, like cutting into the cap of a bolete mushroom. A tiny drop of clear, amber-colored fluid welled up where the blade nicked the page, smelling sharply of crushed spruce needles.

Arvīds snapped the knife shut with a click that sounded ridiculously loud in the small cubicle.

"This is an administrative impossibility," he said, staring at the drop of resin on the page. "The copies have already gone to the central registry at Bad Arolsen. There are four carbon copies of this register. One is in Geneva. One is with the high commissioner in Frankfurt. A child cannot simply cease to exist on one page while her carbon copy remains in an office in Switzerland."

"Then go to Switzerland, Gailītis," Dambis said. He stood up, his joints popping like dry twigs. He walked to the single window, which looked out through the gloom toward the black wall of the forest. The pines were swaying slowly in the rising northeast wind, their tops lost in the low, woolen clouds. "Go to Geneva and tell the gentlemen in the gray suits that their carbons are lying. Tell them the trees are coming for their tenants."

"Dambis—"

"I have two more huts to check before eight," the sergeant said, pulling on a pair of greasy wool mittens that had lost their thumbs long ago. "Barrack Fourteen has forty-two people listed on the door. Tonight, when I took the coal list around, there were thirty-nine. No one saw them leave. Their boots are by the door. Their tins are on the shelf. But when you ask the others in the room who slept in the corner bunk, they look at you like you’re speaking Swedish."

"Who?" Arvīds demanded, standing up and clutching the ledger to his ribs. "Who is missing?"

Dambis reached out and caught Arvīds by the shoulder. His three good fingers were like iron pliers, digging through the clerk’s woolen coat into the muscle beneath.

"Don't look for them, Arvīds," the sergeant whispered. "When a sheep wanders into the bog, you don't go in after it in the dark. You wait for the sun. And if the sun doesn't come up... you mark it dead in the book and you eat what’s left in the kettle."

He pushed Arvīds toward the blanket curtain.

"Go back to your room, Gailītis. Put the ledger in your trunk. Wrap it in horsehair if you have it. And don't leave the registration hut after four o'clock tomorrow. The light is getting short, and the ditches are wider than they were last week."

Arvīds stumbled through the blanket into the hallway. The sawdust under his feet felt thicker now, spongy and strangely resilient, as if the floorboards beneath had begun to rot into peat.

From behind the thin partitions, the camp noises continued: a child whimpering with earache, the metallic clatter of an aluminum spoon against a mess-tin, the rhythmic, hacking cough of an old man whose lungs were full of cement dust from the Zeppelin Field. But beneath those sounds, beneath the familiar, squalid music of exile, Arvīds could hear something else.

It was very faint, coming from beneath the timber pilings that held the barrack above the mud.

It was the sound of water—not flowing, but seeping. A slow, rhythmic, heavy suction, like the sound of boots being pulled from deep mire, or the slow, blind swelling of roots through frozen earth.

He did not walk back along the main sawdust path. He almost ran, his galoshes slapping against the frozen ridges of mud, his thin spectacles fogging with every ragged breath he drew.

When he reached the gravel road between the barracks, he stopped under the single sixty-watt bulb that hung from a cross-arm on the telephone pole. The light was yellow and miserable, buzzing like an angry hornet in the frost.

He looked down at his ledger.

The black oilcloth had slipped. In the yellow glare of the bulb, he could see the top edge of the pages where they were trimmed with red marbling.

Protruding from between leaves two hundred and twelve and two hundred and thirteen was a single, fresh, three-inch shoot of common bilberry, its tiny oval leaves bright green, slick with wet sap, and entirely indifferent to the Bavarian frost.

Arvīds reached out with a trembling thumb and forefinger to pluck it out.

The shoot resisted. It did not pull free like a bookmark; it was anchored deep in the binding, its tiny fibrous roots gripping the linen threads of the stitching with the strength of wire. When he jerked it hard, a tiny, high-pitched thrum came from the interior of the volume, as if a harp string had snapped inside the paper.

From the dark timber line forty yards away, across the low wire of the southern perimeter, something answered.

It was not a wolf, for there had been no wolves in Franconia since the time of Napoleon. It was not a dog. It was a single, low, dry cough—the sound an old man makes when he clears his throat of phlegm before he speaks in an empty church.

Arvīds Gailītis did not look toward the wire. He tucked the ledger back under his arm, jammed his hands into his pockets, and hurried toward the yellow light of the administration hut, where the coal stove was small, the iron was cold, and the ink was guaranteed permanent by the Allied authorities in Bad Kissingen.


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