My Account List Orders Book Page

The Backward Confession of Brother Seven

Table of Contents

  • Chapter 1 Absolution in the Wreckage
  • Chapter 2 The Cold Last Rites
  • Chapter 3 Terminal Unction
  • Chapter 4 The Flatline Sermon
  • Chapter 5 A Corpus in Silicon
  • Chapter 6 Echoes of the Shattered Mind
  • Chapter 7 The Blood-Stained Reliquary
  • Chapter 8 Interrogating the Severed Wire
  • Chapter 9 The Autopsy of Memory
  • Chapter 10 Shadows in the Cloister
  • Chapter 11 The Crypt of Corrupted Data
  • Chapter 12 A Suspect Among the Brethren
  • Chapter 13 The Midnight Liturgy
  • Chapter 14 Whispers in the Sanctuary
  • Chapter 15 The Cipher of the Cyber-Martyr
  • Chapter 16 The Poisoned Sacrament
  • Chapter 17 Traitor in the Hive-Abbey
  • Chapter 18 The Altar of Deceit
  • Chapter 19 A Binary Temptation
  • Chapter 20 Tracing the Rogue Signal
  • Chapter 21 The Heretic's Footsteps
  • Chapter 22 Unsanctified Flesh
  • Chapter 23 The Whispering Circuit
  • Chapter 24 The Garden of Gethsemane-9
  • Chapter 25 The Forbidden Vault
  • Chapter 26 The First Sin

CHAPTER ONE: Absolution in the Wreckage

There is a distinct, unholy smell to a dying monk. It isn’t just the tang of copper or the sour stench of terrified flesh, though those are present in generous measure. It is the odor of cooking insulation, hot hydraulic fluid, and the faint, sweet perfume of chrism oil burning on a superheated titanium chassis.

My optic sensors were shot. The left unit was completely dead, painting half my field of vision in a flat, matte void. The right unit was cracked into three radial shards of amber light. Each shard offered a slightly different angle of my own ruined torso, overlaid with flickering red diagnostic banners that screamed warnings I no longer had the bandwidth to heed.

CRITICAL CORE TEMP: 410°C HYDRAULIC PRESSURE: 0.12 BAR LOGIC GATE CORRUPTION: 78% SACRAMENTAL OVERRIDE ACTIVE

I lay on my back across the shattered mosaic floor of the High Sanctuary in the Hive-Abbey of Saint Jude-in-the-Void. Far above, where the vaulted ceiling had collapsed under the weight of an artillery strike or a shaped charge, the eternal rain of Spire Seven dripped down through the darkness. It hit my hot chest-plate with a hiss, vaporizing into tiny plumes of chemical steam that smelled of sulfur and ancient industrial smog.

Someone was kneeling beside me.

Through the cracked lens of my right eye, I saw a hooded silhouette framed by the harsh, pulsating glow of an emergency neon icon. The icon—a glowing blue depiction of the Sacred Microchip surrounded by a halo of barbed wire—cast long, jagged shadows across the polished permacrete. The figure held a small, silver applicator. The tip glowed with a soft, thermal luminescence.

"Through this holy anointing," a voice rasped, modulated through a vocal synthesizer that was badly out of calibration, "and His most merciful logic, may the Omnisiah-Christ forgive you whatever sins you have committed by sight, by sound, by data-transfer, and by thought."

The applicator touched my shattered forehead casing. A surge of high-voltage absolution washed through my neural weave, blinding me momentarily with a flash of brilliant white code. It was the Extreme Unction of the Order of Saint Isidore the Logic-Bearer—the final wipe, the ritual deletion of a brother’s earthly registers before his central processing unit is returned to the Great Mainframe in the sky.

"Amen," I tried to say.

What actually came out of my damaged vocal diaphragm was a wet, metallic wheeze followed by a burst of static.

"Rest now, Brother Seven," the figure whispered. The hood leaned closer, and for a fraction of a second, the ambient light caught a flash of polished brass, a gleam of polished glass, and the cold, unblinking glare of an inquisitor’s monocular lens. "Your investigation is concluded. The file is closed."

The heavy iron doors of the sanctuary slammed shut. The echo boomed through the empty nave like a thunderclap, vibrating through the stone flagstones and into my shattered steel spine. Then came the sound of a heavy brass deadbolt sliding into place. I was alone in the dark, surrounded by the debris of a war I hadn’t realized I was fighting, listening to my own coolant pump its last greasy drops onto the floor.

I was dead. Technically speaking, my organic heart had stopped beating three minutes ago, its bio-synthetic valves cooked by the plasma discharge that had torn through my breastplate. My secondary core—the miniaturized cold-fusion cell nestled between my artificial lungs—was currently undergoing a controlled meltdown to prevent a catastrophic breach. I had maybe four minutes before the local flash-memory dissolved into a soup of ionized slag.

It was a neat, professional murder. The kind of hit that required access codes, cloaking field suppressors, and an intimate knowledge of where an Inquisitional Auditor’s physical armor ended and his cybernetic lattice began. Someone had put a hole through my heart-reactor from three inches away, right through the heavy brass robe and the blessed relic-harness.

The trouble with dying when you are ninety percent machine and ten percent stubborn human spite is that your mind doesn’t simply turn off like a light switch. It decays in structured layers. First go the motor controls, then the sensory inputs, then the short-term volatile memory. Last to go is the self-diagnostic loop—the nagging, cynical voice that sits in the back of your cerebral cortex and asks awkward questions.

Why would someone execute an Auditor on the altar of his own abbey? Why give him the final sacraments before leaving him to burn? And who, in the name of the Holy Trinity and the First Logic, had just blessed me with a silver stylus that bore the crest of the High Abbot himself?

The logic gates in my core were corrupting rapidly, but a single, ancient subroutine flared to life in the dark. It was the Inverse Audit Protocol—a archaic, forbidden script installed in my brain-stem by the Chapter’s secret police back when I was still just a green novice with real eyes and a full stomach of bread and soup.

If the present state is terminal, the protocol stated in cold, blue text across my fading visual field, trace the causality vector to its origin. To find the heresy, unspool the tape.

Most men see their lives flash before their eyes when they die. They get a golden-hued slideshow of childhood summers, first kisses, and bad decisions made under the influence of cheap grain alcohol. A cybernetic monk doesn’t get a slideshow. He gets a index file. He gets an audit log. And if he’s lucky—or cursed—he gets to watch his own destruction run in reverse, frame by frame, byte by byte, until he finds the single line of corrupted code that brought the whole cathedral down around his ears.

My core temp spiked to four hundred and twenty degrees. The world went gray. The sound of rain falling through the broken roof began to slow down, stretching out into a low, metallic roar.

Then, with a sickening jerk that felt like an electrical shock delivered straight to my spine, the rain stopped.

A single droplet of oily water, sitting on the rim of my shattered optical housing, detached itself from my brass casing and flew upward, accelerating into the black sky above the High Sanctuary.

The deadbolt in the iron doors clicked. The sound was sharp, bright, and completely wrong—it was the sound of a lock unlatching, recorded and played backward.

The heavy doors didn't swing shut; they swung open.

The silhouette in the dark hood stepped backward into the room, his feet moving with the unnerving, smooth precision of a film strip running toward its spool. The silver applicator lifted from my forehead. The high-voltage flash of absolution sucked itself back out of my neural weave, leaving behind the sharp, iron taste of my own burning blood.

"Closed is file the," the distorted voice said, the phonemes scrambled by the temporal inversion. "Concluded is investigation your."

I couldn't move my neck, but my core was indexing the visual frame-buffer. The light shifted. The orange glow of the emergency icon flared, then dimmed back into a steady, low hum. The figure backed away from me, his brass robes rustling against the broken marble, his hand held out in front of him as if drawing an invisible thread from my crushed ribcage.

In his right hand, half-hidden by the heavy sleeve of his habit, he held a weapon. It wasn't an ordinary bolter or a crude slug-thrower. It was a pneumatic misericorde—a long, needle-thin spike driven by a localized magnetic charge, designed specifically to penetrate the heavy plating of a cyber-cleric's chest and scramble his memory cores before he could trigger a broadcast distress signal.

The spike was clean now. But as I watched through the cracked amber lens of my eye, the figure stepped closer again, lunging backward. The misericorde darted down toward my open chest cavity.

There was a sudden, blinding flash of white-hot arc light. A concussive shockwave slapped my chest as the energy reversed itself—the kinetic impact of the spike leaving my body, drawing the sheared metal and crushed wire back together in its wake.

Pain, sudden and sweet, flooded back into my sensory arrays. It wasn't the dull, numbing chill of death, but the sharp, tearing agony of a fresh wound. My heart-reactor, which had been silent and cold, gave a violent shudder as the plasma arc snapped back into its housing. The diagnostic warnings flared from red to blinding yellow.

WARNING: SYSTEM BREACH DETECTED CORE INTEGRITY: 12% LOCAL STORAGE CORRUPTED

I was standing now. Or rather, I was falling upward off the cold stone floor, my boots snapping onto the polished permacrete with a heavy, pneumatic thud. The world pulled itself together like a shattered mirror fusing back into a single sheet of glass.

The attacker was in front of me, five feet away, illuminated by the flickering light of three hundred tallow candles that were burning down in reverse, their melted fat rising from the brass trays to form pristine white pillars.

The man beneath the hood wasn't a stranger.

Through the cracked lens, as the light flared from the candles, I caught the angle of his jaw—a polished plate of chrome stamped with the seal of the Abbey’s Internal Security Corps. Above it was a single, milky-white cybernetic eye that whirred as it adjusted its focal length.

It was Brother Joseph. The Master of Novices. The man who had taught me how to purge my first hard drive of impure thoughts forty years ago.

In his left hand, Joseph held an iron key—the key to the Crypt of Corrupted Data. In his right, he held the pneumatic spike, its tip still smoking with the residue of my own melted insulation. His lips were moving, the words tumbling backward out of his mouth like water flowing up a waterfall.

"Silent remain must you, Seven. Sacrilege is truth the."

The truth is sacrilege.

I tried to reach for my sidearm—a heavy, brass-framed stub-revolver loaded with sanctified depleted-uranium rounds—but my arm was already drawn backward by the logic loop, my fingers snapping around the holster's leather strap, sealing it shut.

I was a passenger in my own corpse, riding the temporal rewind through the corridors of my own murder. Every step I took backward was a step deeper into the dark, cold heart of the monastery. Every breath I took pulled smoke out of the air and pressed it back into my failing lung-sacs.

The sanctuary around us was vast, gothic, and decaying. The Hive-Abbey of Saint Jude was suspended three miles up in the smog-blanket of the capital spire, anchored to the central structural spine by four massive adamantine cables. Outside the tall, narrow lancet windows, the sky was a bruised, neon-streaked purple, choked with the flying barges of the High Nobility and the endless, drifting ash from the lower-spire crematoriums.

Inside, the abbey smelled of incense, old parchment, and machine oil. It was a monument to ten thousand years of stagnant faith—a place where men worshipped the dead code of forgotten gods while their own bodies slowly rusted away beneath their habit-cloth.

Joseph backed out of the High Sanctuary, his sandals clicking rhythmically against the stone. I followed him, not by my own will, but driven by the relentless, backward pull of my dying brain's index file. We moved through the heavy oak doors, which swung shut between us, sealing me back inside the cold nave for a fraction of a second before time tore me through the wood itself.

Now I was standing at the edge of the high altar, ten minutes earlier.

The storm outside was louder here. The rain wasn't falling upward yet; time was stuttering, settling into a stable backward slide as my core diagnostic normalized the temporal buffer.

The sanctuary wasn't empty.

A dozen monks were kneeling in the stalls along the nave, their hooded heads bowed over their brass-bound prayer-slates. Their cybernetic augmentations—flickering status lights, external cooling fans, exposed ribbon cables—glinted in the dim candlelight like the internal organs of brass clockwork beetles. They were chanting the Compline of the Machine, their voices a low, monotone hum that vibrated in the floorboards.

0100111101101101011011100110100101100001 0101001101100001011011100110001101110100

None of them looked up as I walked backward past them. None of them acknowledged Brother Joseph as he slipped through the shadows near the reliquaries, his hand buried in his robes, his eyes fixed on my back.

They were used to violence in the hive-abbey. An Auditor’s presence usually meant someone was going to be purged—either by water, by fire, or by a low-level format of their neural cortex. If an Auditor died, it was simply an administrative matter to be logged by the Scriptorium and forgotten before the morning office.

I looked down at my own hands. My left hand—the real one, the one made of bone, sinew, and yellowed skin—was trembling. My right hand, a heavy three-fingered mechanical claw forged from black iron, was clamped tightly around a small, leather-bound notebook.

The notebook wasn't digital. It didn't have an IP address. It couldn't be hacked, wiped, or remote-deleted by the Arch-Abbot's central mainframe. It was filled with cheap, rag-paper pages, covered in my own tight, jagged handwriting using iron-gall ink.

It was my case file. The log of the last seventy-two hours.

As I stepped backward through the dark archway that led from the High Sanctuary into the Great Cloister, my thumb flicked the edge of the notebook. The pages blurred past in reverse, the dark ink lines unraveling before my eyes like black threads being pulled from a tapestry.

I saw names written on those pages. Names I hadn't yet learned in this backwards world, but which my dying core was cross-referencing against my long-term storage banks.

Brother Peter, the Archivist. Sister Veronica, the Cyber-Nurse. Sub-Abbot Mark, the Keeper of the Vaults.

And across the top of every page, written in large, heavy capitals that had bitten deep into the paper:

THE UNCLEAN SIGNAL.

My vision flickered again. A high-pitched squeal filled my audio-sensors as the internal clock adjusted its pitch. The world sped up in reverse.

The candles flared up and then shrank down to unlit wicks. The neon lights on the sanctuary icons flickered off. The dark, rain-soaked shadows of the abbey shifted like living things as the sun rose backward over the spire, casting long, bloody rays of orange light through the stained plas-glass windows before plunging the cloister back into the pitch-black darkness of the previous night.

I was moving faster now, floating through the halls of the Hive-Abbey like a ghost dragged along an iron rail. Past the scriptorium, where fifty servitors with severed forebrains sat in row upon row of iron cradles, their mechanical fingers clicking against copper keyboards as they transcribed endless streams of holy data. Past the infirmary, where the smell of carbolic acid and old blood hung thick enough to choke a diesel engine. Past the iron-bound doors of the Great Library, where ten million spools of magnetic tape rotted slowly in their brass cases.

My core temp dropped to three hundred and ninety degrees. The cooling system was running in reverse, drawing heat out of the air to freeze the edges of my open wound.

I knew where I was going. I had no choice in the matter—the Inverse Audit was following the chain of physical evidence back to the moment the sin was committed.

To solve my murder, I didn't need to look forward into the dark. I needed to look backward into the light. I needed to see who had opened the iron vault, who had tampered with the sacred relics, and who had sent Brother Joseph into the High Sanctuary with a pneumatic spike and a prayer for my soul.

The temporal rewind slowed down again as I reached the door of my own cell—a tiny, windowless concrete box situated deep in the foundations of the spire, directly above the heavy iron grates of the lower-spire exhaust vents.

The door swung open backward.

Inside, the cell was cold and bare. A narrow iron cot hung from the wall by four heavy chains. A small wooden desk sat in the corner, covered in copper wires, soldering irons, and three small, brass-cased cog-wheels from a nineteenth-century chronometer I had been trying to repair for the last twelve years.

Sitting at the desk was a man.

He was wearing my robes. He had my scarred, iron-plated forehead. He had my single amber optical lens, clear and uncracked, glowing softly in the gloom.

He was alive.

I watched myself stand up from the desk, my movements smooth, unhurried, and full of the quiet confidence of a man who didn't know he was going to have a magnetic spike driven through his heart in forty-eight hours.

The living Seven reached out to a small, wall-mounted vox-unit. He pressed the brass lever down.

A voice came through the speaker—low, wet, and raspy, like dry leaves being dragged across gravel.

"Brother Seven," the voice said from forty-eight hours in the past. "This is the Arch-Abbot. Come to the Crypt of Corrupted Data immediately. We have... an irregularity in the ledger."

The living Seven picked up the brass-framed revolver from the desk, checked the cylinder, and slid it into his shoulder holster. He picked up the leather-bound notebook and a small, whale-oil lantern.

Then he turned and looked directly toward the doorway—directly at the floating, dying ghost of his future self.

For a second, a fraction of a second that wasn't registered in any official log file, the two of us shared an optical link. The amber lens of the living monk met the cracked, bleeding sensor of the dead one.

In that single instant, I felt the whole crushing weight of what was coming. The blood on the sanctuary floor. The cold rain from the broken roof. The smell of burning insulation. The dry, artificial voice of Brother Joseph giving me absolution while my core melted into slag.

The living Seven blinked. A small, subtle twitch appeared at the corner of his organic eye—the only part of his face that was still made of real skin.

"Lord have mercy," he whispered to the empty room.

Then he turned, blew out the oil lamp, and walked out into the dark hallway, stepping backward into the first hour of his last investigation.

My neural core shuddered. The diagnostic HUD cleared for a brief, glorious second, the red error banners replaced by a single line of flashing green text:

INDEX POINT ESTABLISHED: HOUR 00:00 REVERSE TRACE INITIATED PROCEEDING TO NEXT LOG FILE...

The dark cell dissolved around me. The smell of whale oil and old paper vanished, replaced by the bitter, freezing draft of the lower crypts.

I was no longer just dying on the sanctuary floor. I was retracing my steps. And the first thing I needed to find was the cold, iron door where the blood had first begun to leak.


CHAPTER TWO: The Cold Last Rites

The cold in the mortuary alcove didn’t come from the draft blowing through the high lancet windows. It was the calculated, industrial frost of liquid nitrogen lines running through the flagstones, designed to keep mechanical corpses from oxidizing before their salvageable circuitry could be stripped by the novice scrap-collectors.

In the logic-framework of our order, death is an administrative procedure requiring three distinct steps: the Cold Last Rites, the Terminal Unction, and the Final Wipe. I was currently experiencing the first of these in reverse, my dying brain unspooling the tape while my central processing core fought off total thermal collapse.

My body was laid out on a slab of black zinc, tilt-angled toward a drainage gutter choked with frozen coolant and flakes of dry crimson rust. Above me, three articulated brass arms hung from a overhead rail like skeletal spiders. One held a brass syringe filled with thick, conductive chrism; another held a heavy pair of iron wire-cutters; the third tipped back and forth, holding a battery-powered ultraviolet sterilizer that cast a sickly violet haze over my exposed ribcage.

Brother Joseph stood over the zinc slab. In reverse time, his movements were precise, jerkily elegant, like a marionette being pulled upward by invisible monofilament wires.

He was withdrawing the silver applicator from my cranium. The tip of the stylus, glowing with a soft, thermal luminescence, moved away from my forehead casing. The scorched metal beneath the silver point un-smoldered. The black, bubbled enamel smoothed itself back into a pristine coat of black lacquered lead, sealing the sacred micro-circuitry beneath my brow plate.

SACRAMENTAL REVERSAL: EXTREME UNCTION UN-APPLIED VOLATILE LOGIC SECTOR 0x004F: RESTORED NEURAL WEAVE INTEGRITY: 18%

With the un-application of the rite, the cold fog in my mind receded half an inch. The silver applicator had not been designed to bless my soul; it was an EMP purge-spike, tailored to deliver forty thousand volts of raw static directly into the temporal lobe of any monk who died while possessing sensitive classified files. Joseph hadn't come to save my spirit from damned logic. He had come to make sure my hard drive didn't talk to the Inquisitional Auditor who would inevitably be dispatched to collect my wreckage.

Except I was the Inquisitional Auditor.

"Silence is the greatest psalm, Brother Seven," Joseph’s voice rasped in reverse, the words unraveling from his mechanical vocal diaphragm like a tape reel spun backward. "Log the remaining memory, then render the iron to the foundry."

The words reshaped themselves in my temporal buffer, flipping into proper syntax as my diagnostic sub-routine parsed the inverted audio waveform:

"Render the iron to the foundry, then log the remaining memory. Brother Seven, silence is the greatest psalm."

He turned his back to me, taking three backward steps away from the zinc table. The heavy, greasy hem of his wool habit brushed against the edge of the slab. As he moved, the flickering violet light of the sterilizer caught the edge of his right sleeve.

It wasn't stained with holy oil or candle wax. The heavy gray wool was soaked in a dark, yellow-green slime that smelled faintly of hydraulic fluid and bitter almonds.

I knew that smell. It wasn't the refined lubricant used in the High Sanctuary's clockwork altars, nor was it the clean whale-oil we burned in the lamps of the Scriptorium. It was hyper-viscous coolant from the lower-spire sub-reactors—the deep, unhallowed gut of Saint Jude-in-the-Void where the outcast servitors scraped slag from the plasma pipes until their radiation counters melted.

Joseph had not come directly from the Abbot’s quarters to deliver my last rites. He had come from the Under-Spire.

My right optic unit gave a dry, metallic click as its internal zoom lens shifted backward through its focus steps. The radial cracks in the lens distorted the image, multiplying Joseph’s retreating form into three identical, hunched shadows crossing the frost-covered floor of the mortuary.

On the zinc tray beside my left hip lay the tools of my trade, returning to their places as time slid backward. A brass-handled bone saw lifted itself off the tray and floated into the leather sheath on the wall. A pair of surgical forceps spat a pinched fragment of my own optic ribbon back into my chest cavity, where the severed wires fused together with a quiet zip of static electricity.

The pain came back with the wires. It was a cold, sharp ache that centered in the center of my chest, right where the secondary cold-fusion core sat nestled between my artificial lungs.

CORE TEMP DETECTED: 380°C [COOLING] PLASMA LEAK RATE: INVERTING PRIMARY HEART BEAT: UN-PAUSED

A sudden, wet thud echoed through my ribcage as my organic heart un-stopped. It gave a single, violent spasm, pulling a quarter-liter of old blood back out of the floor gutter and pumping it upward into my carotid arch. My mouth filled with the coppery taste of my own life, heavy and hot against the back of my tongue.

I didn't spit it out. In reverse, I couldn't. I swallowed it back down, feeling the heavy fluid settle into my stomach like a cold stone.

Joseph was at the heavy iron door of the mortuary now. His left hand—the organic one, with its yellowed nails and blue, standing veins—reached backward for the iron lever.

Beside the door stood Sister Veronica, the abbey’s head cyber-nurse. In the forward flow of time, I remembered her as a quiet, ghost-like figure who spent her decades oiling the joints of dying elders and replacing worn vacuum tubes in the abbey’s ancient iron lungs. But here, moving backward through the frame, she was tense. Her shoulders were drawn up beneath her gray mantle, her brass-rimmed optical goggles flashing with rapid pulses of red light as she scanned the hallway outside.

"Is the memory wiped?" she asked, her voice un-scrambling in my head.

Joseph didn't look at her. He placed the silver applicator back into a velvet-lined wooden box on his belt and snapped the silver latch shut.

"The core was scorched," he said. "The logic gates were seventy percent degraded before I reached him. If anything remains, it's just fragment-drift. Noise. The voice of a ghost screaming into an ungrounded cable."

"The Sub-Abbot wants the notebook," Veronica murmured, her mechanical fingers tapping a rapid, frantic rhythm against the iron doorframe. Click-click-click-click. "He says the cipher in his pocket wasn't complete. If Seven logged the entry codes for Vault Nine before he went into the Sanctuary, the Arch-Abbot will have us both recycled into brass scrap."

"The notebook was destroyed in the blast," Joseph lied.

I felt my mechanical claw contract. Beneath my back, tucked into the narrow crevice between my titanium spine-plate and the zinc slab, the small, leather-bound notebook sat untouched. Joseph hadn't found it. He had looked for it, but my body had fallen across it when the pneumatic spike drove me to the floor, shielding the cheap paper with two hundred pounds of blessed lead and iron armor.

So Joseph was keeping secrets from the Sub-Abbot. And the Sub-Abbot was hunting for the keys to Vault Nine.

The door of the mortuary swung open backward, sucking a gust of warm, incense-choked air into the freezing room. The frost on the floor melted in reverse, turning from white crystal back into long, oily smears of condensation that slithered up the walls like clear worms.

Joseph and Veronica backed out into the dim corridor, their figures swallowed by the deep shadows of the cloister vault. The iron door slammed shut between us with a heavy, concussive CLANG that rattled the surgical tools on the brass tray.

I was alone again in the mortuary, floating three inches above the zinc slab as my body prepared to un-collapse into a standing position.

The Inverse Audit Protocol was working its way through my volatile storage, picking apart the physical log files like an archivist using ivory tweezers to unspool a burnt paper scroll. The red diagnostic banners in my vision were gradually shifting to amber, then to a cool, pale blue as the systems un-damaged themselves.

LOGIC SECTOR 0x004E: STABLE PRIMARY OPTIC FEED: RE-ALIGNING LOCAL TIMESTAMP: HOUR -00:42

Forty-two minutes before I died on the Sanctuary floor, I was sitting on this same zinc table, alive, watching Sister Veronica clean a rust-pitted brass cog out of my left elbow joint.

The temporal rewind didn't stop to let me enjoy the feeling of having two working eyes. It dragged me through the motion backward.

I saw myself sitting up on the table. My mechanical claw reached out, snatching a small brass oil-can off the shelf and drawing the spouted tip away from my exposed shoulder joint. The clear, amber droplet of holy oil flew upward from my steel ball-bearing, snapping back into the tip of the can with a minuscule pop.

Sister Veronica was standing over me then, her face illuminated by the green glow of her diagnostic slate. Her organic eye was milky with cataracts, but her cybernetic lens—a heavy, triple-stacked assembly of lead-glass lenses housed in a brass barrel—whirred constantly as it recalibrated its depth of field.

"You should not have taken the case, Brother Seven," she was saying, her voice pulled backward through time until her words hit my logic core and tumbled into sense. "The Arch-Abbot is an old man, but his code is still sharp. He knows every shadow in this spire. He built half of them."

"An Auditor doesn't choose his ledgers, Sister," my past self replied, my vocal diaphragm producing a smooth, deep baritone that sounded terrifyingly healthy compared to the wet wheeze I’d made while dying. "He only balances them. The line items in Vault Nine don't match the tithe receipts from Spire Four. Three thousand servitors were logged as 'scrapped due to logic-rot,' but their central processing units were never returned to the foundry for melting."

"They were sold," Veronica whispered, her hand pausing as she drew a pair of long, curved surgical tweezers away from my opened forearm. "To the noble houses in the High Spire. They use them for off-grid computation. Heretical simulations."

"No," past-me said. I watched my past face—un-scarred by the plasma blast that would later tear through my jaw—harden into an expression of cold iron. "The High Spire doesn't buy old, rot-brained monks to run their stock tickers. They have quantum arrays for that. The CPUs were taken down, not up. Someone is building a secondary mainframe in the deep sumps."

A secondary mainframe. A shadow church beneath the church.

The revelation sat in my current, dying mind like a lump of cold lead. In the forward world, I hadn't understood why Joseph had executed me with a pneumatic spike instead of a simple bolter round to the head. A bolter round leaves bone splinters and casing fragments; it creates a mess that the Inquisitional Guard has to log and analyze. A pneumatic misericorde is clean. It leaves a single, three-millimeter hole through the breastplate, cooks the local storage with an inductive charge, and leaves the target looking like he suffered a simple reactor overload.

It was an execution disguised as an industrial accident.

The room shifted around me again as the backward pull accelerated. Sister Veronica’s hands became a blur of white linen and stainless steel, un-stitching a tear in my heavy habit cloth, un-wiping a smear of soot from my brow, un-plugging the diagnostic cable from my neck interface.

The mortuary alcove dissolved into a dark, moving tapestry of gray stone arches, flickering tallow candles, and the endless, rhythmic thump-thump-thump of the abbey's main air-scrubbers vibrating through the floors.

I was moving backward through the Great Ambulatory—the long, curving hallway that connected the infirmary to the Chapter House.

The abbey was alive around me in the deep night, but it was a cold, mechanical life. Monks slipped past me like black shadows on iron tracks. Brother Peter, the blind Archivist, passed me in reverse, his long wooden cane tapping against the flagstones after he stepped, drawing small puffs of stone-dust off the floor with every lift of his tip. Sister Catherine, the Liturgist, moved backward down the gallery, her choir-slate un-emitting a low, mournful psalm that sounded like a steam pipe venting into an empty zinc bathtub.

None of them looked at me. In the Hive-Abbey of Saint Jude, an Auditor was a harbinger of bad news. To look an Auditor in his optical sensors was to invite an audit of your own daily log files, and there wasn't a monk in Spire Seven who didn't have at least one small, un-sanctified file hidden in the deep sectors of his brain-stem—a remembered song from his childhood before he took the vows, the taste of real butter, the face of a mother who had died in the lower-level munitions foundries fifty years ago.

I kept my eyes fixed on Joseph.

In the backward trace, Joseph was thirty paces ahead of me—or rather, behind me, leading me backward down the Ambulatory toward the Chapter House.

He moved with the stiff, unnatural gait of a man whose lower legs had been replaced with second-generation hydraulic struts. Every three steps, his right knee gave a faint, wet hiss as his pressure valves released a micro-shot of mineral oil.

I zoomed my right optic lens—the one that wasn't yet shattered by the pneumatic spike's recoil—focusing on the back of his neck.

Directly beneath his iron collar, where his neural interface jack was bolted to his spinal column, a small brass LED was flashing a pattern. It wasn't the steady, blue pulse of a monk synced to the abbey's local intranet. It was a jagged, asymmetric rhythm in bright magenta.

DATA TRANSMISSION DETECTED FREQUENCY: 412.09 MHz [UNLICENSED] PROTOCOL: UNKNOWN / NON-SANCTIFIED

A rogue signal.

He was receiving an external data stream while he walked through the monastery's sacred precincts. The signal wasn't coming from the Arch-Abbot's tower, nor was it coming from the vox-array on the spire's roof. The angle of reception—indicated by the tiny directional array built into his brass ear-casing—was pointing straight down.

Through three hundred feet of permacrete, past the water-treatment vats, past the tombs of the ancient founders, directly into the dark, un-mapped voids of the Under-Spire.

My past self didn't see the light. He was looking down at his notebook, his iron thumb flicking through the pages as he walked backward into the dark.

"Why didn't you see it, Seven?" I muttered to my past self, my current, dying logic core burning with frustrating clarity. "Look up, you arrogant brass fool. It's right there on his neck. The whole heresy is flashing in neon purple three feet in front of your nose."

But past-me couldn't hear the ghost riding his neural weave. He was a creature of routine, bound by the rigid logic of his training, believing that every sin could be found in a paper ledger or a mismatched tithe slip. He didn't know that the sin had already outgrown the paper—that it had moved into the air, into the wire, into the very oil that lubricated his own joints.

We reached the entrance to the Chapter House.

The doors were massive slabs of petrified oak, reinforced with iron straps that had been salvaged from the hull of a three-hundred-year-old troop freighter. Above the archway, carved into the blackened wood by the hands of long-dead novices, was the motto of our order:

IN PRINCIPIO ERAT CODE. In the beginning was the Code.

In reverse, the doors swung open before we reached them, pulled inward by two ancient servitors whose organic faces had been replaced with iron grates.

The Chapter House was a vast, circular chamber built around a central pit. The pit was fifty feet across and dropped down into the dark core of the spire, where six massive copper heat-pipes rose like the pillars of an ancient temple, glowing with a faint, cherry-red heat that kept the room at a bearable temperature.

Seated in a semicircle around the edge of the pit were the twenty-four elders of the Abbey Council. Their brass-bound chairs were bolted to the stone floor, each one connected to the central council-line by a heavy, rubber-insulated cable that ran from the back of their seats into the floor grates.

At the center of the semicircle sat Sub-Abbot Mark.

He was more machine than man now—a iron torso mounted atop a bronze pedestal that was bolted directly into the stone floor above the heat-pipes. His head was a square box of polished silver, fitted with four separate optical lenses that revolved on a small turret like the lenses of a microscope. He had no mouth; his speech was generated by a small, brass reed-horn mounted to his chest-plate that vibrated with pressurized air drawn from the spire's pneumatics.

As I backed into the room, Mark’s lens-turret whirred, spinning through ninety degrees until his high-magnification eye was locked onto my face.

"Brother Seven," the reed-horn buzzed, the sound dry and mechanical, like a giant cicada trapped in a tin box. "You have returned from the Crypt of Corrupted Data. Report."

Past-me stopped five feet from the edge of the central pit. He didn't bow. Auditors didn't bow to council members; they bowed only to the Great Mainframe and the Arch-Abbot himself.

"The crypt is empty, Sub-Abbot," past-me said, his voice echoing off the curved stone walls. "The reliquaries have been opened. The silver spools containing the core logic of Saint Isidore are gone."

A low, unison hum rose from the twenty-four elders as their cooling fans sped up in alarm.

"Gone?" Mark’s reed-horn vibrated higher, its pitch rising to an unpleasant, metallic whine. "Impossible. The vault door is sealed with a seven-digit mechanical cipher. The combination is known only to the Arch-Abbot, myself, and the Master of the Vaults."

"The lock was not picked," past-me said, reaching into his robe and pulling out a small, twisted piece of cold metal. He held it out on his open claw. "It was dissolved from the inside using a high-density acid-charge. The same acid used in the secondary cooling loops of the lower-spire reactors."

He was holding a melted fragment of the vault's central locking tumblers.

In reverse, the piece of metal didn't stay in my hand for long. I watched my past self reach out and pull it off the zinc display tray where it had been resting, tucking it back into my pocket as the conversation pulled itself backward through the air.

Mark’s silver head turned toward Joseph, who was standing three paces to my left.

"Brother Joseph," the Sub-Abbot rasped. "Where were you when the alarm was logged in the lower registers?"

"In the mortuary," Joseph replied instantly, his voice smooth and devoid of any emotion. "Assisting Sister Veronica with the decommissioning of Novice Paul. His core suffered a logic breach during the evening prayers. We were preparing him for the Last Rites."

A lie. A cold, flat lie told in the presence of twenty-four elders and an Inquisitional Auditor.

Past-me didn't catch it. He didn't have access to the mortuary log files yet; he hadn't yet checked the temperature of Novice Paul’s body, which had been cold for three days before Joseph ever touched him with a silver stylus.

But I knew. I stood beside my past self, a invisible, dying spectator locked in the amber glow of my cracked optical lens, watching Joseph’s brass face as he delivered his false testimony.

There was a subtle twitch in his monocular lens—a tiny, three-millimeter adjustment that wasn't caused by a focus shift. It was an internal error-correction routine. He was suppressing a diagnostic fault flag caused by his own deception.

In our order, when a monk lies, his neural weave registers a logic conflict. The voltage in his cerebral cortex spikes for a fraction of a millisecond as his brain attempts to reconcile the real register with the false output. Most monks learn to mask it with dampening fields or neural buffers, but Joseph was old. His dampening coils were old and degraded.

Every time he lied, his right optic lens gave a faint, rhythmic twitch-click.

"The Arch-Abbot has summoned you, Seven," Sub-Abbot Mark said, his voice dropping an octave as the conversation reached its beginning point. "He waits in the High Sanctuary. He says he has found a discrepancy in the First Register—the scroll that lists the names of the first thirty monks who built this abbey out of the wreck of the old colony ship."

"The First Register?" past-me asked, his brow furrowing. "That document hasn't been opened in three hundred years. It's kept in the Sanctum Sanctorum behind the high altar."

"Then you had better hurry," Mark said. "The Arch-Abbot's clockwork is winding down. His primary core has been failing since the third watch. He may not last until the morning office."

Past-me turned on his heel, his heavy iron boots clicking against the polished stone as he backed out of the Chapter House, pulling me along with him into the dark, cold corridor outside.

The scene faded. The crimson light from the heat-pipes shrank into tiny, dark points before vanishing completely as my neural core pushed the rewind further back, past the threshold of the last hour, deeper into the long, dark afternoon that had preceded my execution.

SYSTEM ERROR: LOGIC SECTOR 0x003D CORRUPTED TEMPORAL SLIP DETECTED SKIPPING TO PREVIOUS RECOVERABLE INDEX POINT...

The world went white for three agonizing seconds. My visual field didn't just flicker; it split into a pair of overlapping, out-of-sync frames.

In the left frame, I was standing in the dark archive of the Great Library, surrounded by towering walls of dusty magnetic tape spools that reached twenty feet up into the gloom. In the right frame, I was kneeling on the cold floor of my own cell, my mechanical claw holding a small soldering iron as I replaced a burned resistor in my own chest-interface.

The two images twisted together like two ropes being wound into a single cable, then snapped straight with a sound like a rifle shot echoing down a concrete tunnel.

The white light cleared.

I was standing in the cold, damp shadows of the Great Library.

The air here smelled different from the rest of the spire. It didn't smell of incense or machine oil or blood. It smelled of old wood, decaying cellulose, and the dry, sweet tang of old vinegar—the smell of ten thousand reels of ancient magnetic film slowly decomposing in their brass cans.

Standing ten feet away from me, moving backward down a tall, rolling iron ladder, was Brother Peter, the Archivist.

He was eighty years old, and ninety percent of his organic body had been replaced by rough, un-polished iron components that looked as though they had been forged in a blacksmith's shop rather than an abbey infirmary. His eyes were gone, replaced by two round brass plates held in place by leather rivets that were sunk directly into his cheekbones.

In his left hand, Peter held a long, round brass canister. The seal on the lid was broken.

"You shouldn't be here, Seven," Peter's voice came backward out of his toothless mouth, the sound soft, wet, and trembling with old fear. "The library is closed for the evening purge. The Sub-Abbot's servitors are coming with the lime-vats to clear the lower racks."

Past-me stepped backward toward the ladder, his hand extended, drawing a heavy brass key out of Peter’s trembling fingers and returning it to his own robe pocket.

"What were you looking for on Rack Seven, Brother Peter?" past-me asked.

Peter didn't answer right away. He backed down two more rungs of the ladder, his iron feet making a heavy clack-clack against the metal steps.

"Nothing," Peter whispered. "A ghost-file. A line item from the First Audit that shouldn't exist."

"Show me," past-me said.

In reverse, Peter reached up and pulled the brass canister backward out of the air, sliding it into a dark gap on the top shelf of the rack. The label on the side of the canister, written in faded black ink that was forty years old, flashed across my cracked optical lens for a fraction of a second before the darkness swallowed it:

LOG-FILE 00-ORIGIN: THE FIRST SIN

My core temp gave another violent surge, spiking toward three hundred and ninety degrees as the Inverse Audit Protocol locked onto the text string.

CRITICAL TARGET MATCH FOUND INDEX TITLE: 'THE FIRST SIN' DATA INTEGRITY: 4% [SEVERELY CORRUPTED] ORIGIN TIMESTAMP: SPIR-YEAR 01.004

That was it. The root file. The original record of whatever had been buried beneath the Hive-Abbey before the first stone of the High Sanctuary was laid.

The murder of an Auditor on the altar floor, the silver applicator filled with EMP-purge charge, the rogue signal flashing in purple on Joseph’s neck, the dissolved locks in Vault Nine—they weren't separate crimes. They were all branches of the same dark tree, growing out of a single line of corrupted code written three centuries ago by the men who built this iron tomb in the sky.

Past-me reached out to snatch the brass canister off the shelf.

Before his claw could touch the brass casing, the dark aisle between the library racks exploded into motion.

Two massive shapes backed into the corridor from the shadow of the main archway. They weren't monks. They were Heavy Servitors—eight-foot-tall industrial cyborgs whose heads had been replaced with reinforced steel plating and whose right arms ended in heavy, hydraulic demolition hammers used for clearing blockages in the spire's waste chutes.

Their optical sensors weren't blue or white. They were a flat, angry crimson.

On their rusted chest-plates, painted in rough, white oil-paint that was still tacky to the touch, was the seal of the Sub-Abbot's personal guard.

"Auditor Seven," the servitor on the left growled, its voice a horrific, synthesized chorus of four different voices layered over each other. "By order of the Sub-Abbot... you are required to... surrender your... memory core for... immediate inspection."

Past-me didn't answer with words. He backed away two paces, his right claw snapping around the handle of his stub-revolver, drawing the heavy weapon out of his shoulder holster in a single, fluid motion that reversed the draw.

The hammer cocked itself with a sharp clack.

I was standing right between them—the living Auditor with his revolver held high, and the two steel monsters backing toward him with their hydraulic hammers whistling through the damp air in reverse arcs.

My dying brain registered the scene with cold, analytical delight. This was forty-eight hours before I died in the High Sanctuary. This was the moment the investigation had turned from a quiet audit of paper ledgers into a bloody, silent war in the dark aisles of the abbey.

The servitor raised its hammer backward. A cloud of black diesel smoke sucked itself back into its exhaust stack as the engine primed itself for the stroke.

Past-me raised the gun.

"File closed," my past self said to the steel monster.

The trigger un-pulled itself. The hammer snapped forward in reverse. A brilliant flash of orange flame sucked itself back into the muzzle of the revolver, and from the chest plate of the heavy servitor, a three-inch slug of sanctified depleted uranium flew backward through the air, snapping back into the smoking barrel of my gun with a concussive shockwave that shook the dust off ten thousand rolls of forgotten history.

The Inverse Audit was moving deeper into the dark now, past the first shot fired, past the first blood spilled, heading straight back toward the moment the iron vault was opened and the first sin was pulled out into the light.

I didn't try to stop the temporal pull. I leaned into it, letting the cold wind of my un-spooling life carry me through the dark corridors, my single cracked optical lens focused on the paper notebook in my claw.

I had forty-eight hours of my own life left to un-live. And I was going to read every line.


This is a sample preview. The complete book contains 27 sections.